Through all of this, I'm struck by the peace I'm feeling. Or at least the calm. I'm sure the stormy moments will come, and I know this grieving process is far from over. I've heard the heartache never really goes away. But I don't think I want it to. I want to be able to function and move on, but this baby was a part of our lives, a part of our family. It will always hold a place in my heart.
In spite of the hurt and the heartache, I know that we're going to be okay. All of us. Throughout the day, I've really felt the love and prayers of those who love us, and wish they could be here for us. And I felt the peace and grace that the Lord is providing. I know that his arms are around us all. He won't leave us alone. The Lord won't ask something of us unless he provides a way to get through it. This promise I cling to. We may not ever have answers, but we know we'll be okay.
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